Monday, April 30, 2007

Sad Movie [2005]

I have just seen one of THE saddest movies around.


Sad Movie [2005]
official movie poster
Plot Summary
When Lee Jin-woo rescued Su-eun from a fire they both defied the odds in surviving. He fell in love with her older sister, Soo-jeong Lim, who now desires the brave fireman to propose marriage thinking that this will make him less fearless in facing the flames and lessen her greatest fear. He wishes to do so, but his romantic streak causes him to seek the proper moment. Su-eun works as a "character" in an amusement park. Her face was scarred in the fire, and in addition she is a deaf mute. Feeling free to be more forward when in costume behind a large "Raggedy-Ann" head, she approaches a handsome artist who frequents the park to paint. He starts to come infatuated with her, despite never having seen her face or heard her voice. She starts to fall in love with him. Choi Suk-hyun informs her boyfriend, Jung Ha-seok, that she wishes to break up for he is still unemployed after 3 years and she cannot face a future of poverty. He vows to get a job to reverse her feelings, and when a stranger enlists him to tell her boyfriend a final "goodbye" on the phone, he decides that he can turn doing this into an online business and starts a "separation agency." Busy with her career, Eom Jung-hwa neglects her young son Park Hwi-chan, and he becomes a problem at school. When she is hospitalized he becomes happier since he can visit her anytime and she has time to spend with him. Separation looms as a possible outcome for all of these inter-twined souls who who live and love in Seoul, Korea.

This show deserves your attention because it really lives up to its title despite the sad parts only being in the last 20 minutes of the movie. But, whatever! Good show to watch if you feel like you need to cry. I've already seen this TWICE today and I cried TWICE.

Sniff sniff. Someone pass me a tissue.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

:(

Listening to: Eighteen Visions // Lost In A Dream

Life's unfair. Just when I decided to start listening to stuff I used to listen to, bands decide to break up, take an indefinite break or have members quitting on the band/getting kicked out.

R.I.P Forever
Eighteen Visions

R.I.P [hopefully temporarily]
Something Corporate and Finch

Bye bye band members.
Branden Steineckert of The Used, Bou of Antic Cafe & Dave Baksh of Sum 41.

:(

I'm hecka bored.

Listening to: Fightstar // Mono

I'm bored. So, Zhi told me to talk about her.

Okay.

She reminds me of Curious George. Because she's curious and her English name's George. Fine lah. Not really.

Thus concludes, your daily dose of annoyance. Courtesy of me!

Kay. I love me so.

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My American e-pal, Steph and I were talking. It's amazing how we can get along so well despite not having met before and being thousands and thousands of miles away.

Ya.

Anyway, it's funny how we can jump from topics like the holidays to religion to politics then to racial integration. I hardly ever talk to my own friends about topics like these. It's feels good to be able to talk about issues like these every once in a while. It does wonders for the soul, I tell ya.

We're talking about people now. Just about people and their attitudes. About how great we can feel when we lend a hand to someone in need. When we forget about all our differences and put our heart and soul into helping that one single person.

I'm usually not the kind of person to turn someone away when they need help. I like the feeling I get when I help someone out. That lovely, warm, fuzzy feeling you can feel rising up from within you is one of the most aphrodisiac experiences you will ever have.

But then again, I can be selfish at times. Putting myself before others. It's not that I want to, I just have to. Sometimes I feel like people get a kick out of taking advantage of me. Very fun, is it? Do I look like a freaking doormat to you? No sirree, thank you very much.

I digress. On with the topic. Anyhow, I just like helping people. A lot of my friends would probably be going, "YOU? HELPFUL? -insert crazy maniacal laughing here-". But I don't really care. You may not admit that I've helped you in one way or another, though I have this huge hunch that I have. In return, they have helped me throughout my dark times and I appreciate them even more for that. Especially Zhi, who could probably start applying for the position of one of the greatest people ever despite her crazy antics.

Sometimes I wonder. Why on earth do I dislike the human race so much? Why am I such a misanthropist?
It's probably because of all those people who just seem like they don't give a shit. It's probably because of all those people who are so self-centered and selfish that they don't even know what's going on around them. Sure, there are those who help out every once in awhile. But why can't help come in long periods of time rather than short bursts?

Sometimes I just wonder so. Oh-so-much. Anyone care to enlighten me further on this matter? There's a comment button at the bottom of the post and a shoutbox for you to do so.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Vanness Wu is hot.

Listening to: Vanness Wu // Let Go

Let's just forget the fact that Vanness Wu was previously in one of the most overrated/poopiest boybands ever and just focus on this new fact!


Vanness Wu has one of the most yummiest abs I've ever seen.
Let us also dismiss the fact that he looks nearly naked in that picture because all I wanna look at is his abs. =D

Damn, I need a boyfriend.


EDIT
I miss my old rock band phase. I'm gonna go listen to Funeral For A Friend, 30 Seconds To Mars and Avenged Sevenfold now.

Monday, April 23, 2007

Drama much?

Listening to: Park Hyo Shin // 메아리

I'm entitled to my moments of drama, right? I have feelings too, ya know?

I'm perfectly capable of feeling anger, happiness, sadness, jealousy, greed and any other emotion that's humans show.

I'm not a robot. I'm just like every other person.

I'm not perfect and I never will be. But sometimes, I just wish I was.

Sometimes, I just wish I were you.

Friday, April 20, 2007

It's a sad month for Super Junior.

Listening to: Super Junior // So I

This is a bad month for Super Junior.

First, Donghae was caught swearing at fans in China. Then, Eunhyuk randomly confessed that he and Junsu from Dong Bang Shin Ki had felt up a girl during their student days.

Finally, Leeteuk, Shindong, Eunhyuk and Kyuhyun got into an accident 2 days ago.

Thank goodness the first three got out with only minor injuries, but I'm worried about Kyu. I mean, broken ribs, broken foot, broken/fractured hip & hemorrhaging lungs. Now, you try telling me that isn't serious.
The poor darling. Stupid driver tak tau pandu kereta.


Remember kids! You steal, you die!

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Yayyy. I love my brother!!

Thanks for being a tech geek, my lovely younger brother! <3


OMG. I LOVE YOU COMPUTER. YOU'RE LIKE, MY BESTEST BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD.
DON'T DIE ON ME ANYMORE. Stupid sister and her fat leg......BUT I HAVE YOU BACK NOWWWWWWW. N ONE'S GONNA TEAR US APART EVER AGAIN!

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

History in the making!

I may not be a Mersawaian, but hey! Why would I wanna miss out on all the fun, eh? Besides, I'm like one of y'all, right? RIGHT? RIGHT?????!!!!!!

Ahem. Anyway.
BEHOLD THE POWER OF A DOOR, A LOCK AND A BUNCH OF CRAZY BOYS!

*sings*Mei Chee and Perd Hang, sitting in a tree. K-I-S-S-I-N-G!

Sometimes I just wonder,"What's my age again?"

Betcha can't guess what happened......
SO. The boys of Mersawa, being the geniuses and keh-poh-chis they are, decided to lock Perd Hang and Mei Chee in the class room. All that just so Mr. Birdie Hang could confess to poor, innocent Mei Chee.
Everyone together now, Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Just before he decided to approach her, WE took the liberty of making a total hoo-ha out of it by huddling under the window and pressing our ears against the wall when he finally DOES start talking to her.

Kesian lah, Mei Chee. Dikena paksa oleh budak-budak lelaki 5 Mersawa. HA.

TIME FOR A ROLE PLAY!
BAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. Yes, I realise that my drawing skills leave absolutely nothing to the imagination, but at least I can draw stick figures! Ermm..Perd Hang got retarded waist there. Haha.

Yinnie's got a pretty good idea going on about doing this to Zhi when it's her turn. HAHA. WHY NOT? I'd laugh myself all the way to Xin Jiang, China or Timbuktu.


Also, dear Zhi.
You know you'll never be able to do this to me because I'm gonna grow old with 80 cats and 80 dogs pooping all over the carpet.
Hee. Whatcha gonna do now??
Neener neener neener.

Monday, April 16, 2007

Bring old GC back.

Listening to: Good Charlotte // The River feat. M.Shadows & Synyster Gates

Bring old school GC back. I can't stand their new stuff.
Not even M.Shadows and Synyster Gates of Avenged Sevenfold can save their sorry asses now.
And Avenged Sevenfold are like, one of the greatest metal bands around.

I expected so much more.
Seems like Good Charlotte have turned into more of The Madden Twins Band.

Hilary Duff must've worked some voodoo hojo on them.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

I think Leon just killed me.

I can't stop laughing. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!! -falls off chair and dies-



Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Because I'm hecka bored.

Also because everyone's doing it.

Fine. So I lied. I'm just really bored.
So, make me happy and prove how well you know me and show me how much you love me. =D

Click on Lee Hom to take the quiz. Haha.

Click me!

Sunday, April 08, 2007

DJ Leo I.U Day 2007

Listening to: Tank // 非你莫屬

No pictures lahh. How?

I don't really know how well I did. I'm not really sure anyone cared? Idk. Half of them probably did and the other half probably didn't.

But, I am so proud of myself right now. I conquered my stage fright. Stared it in the eye and punched it in the nose! My mommy thinks I did a good job coz' she told me that she started shedding tears of joy.

OMG. SO TERUK. I MADE MY MOMMY CRYYYYYYY. I'm such a horrible daughter. :(

So, if you guys really wanna know how I did, ask the people who went. Well, at least ask the ones who actually cared. Haha. Or, you could buy a copy of the video from Aliff Sulaiman, 5 Merbau.

That could work. Hee.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

He he. Hahahahahaha.

Listening to: Super Junior // Tic Toc!

BAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Anyway, will be back later to blog about Leo's IU Day. WHOO. I'm all hyper now. LAKSJFLAJFASFAFASFLAJF.

Friday, April 06, 2007

We Belong Together.

Listening to: Big Bang // Trying To Smile (Daesung Solo) LIVE

Have I ever told you about my adorable 7 year old and 11 year old cousins from The United States Of America? No?

Well, meet Bethany and Benjamin, loves of my life.
And yes, I realize that there are more pictures of Benny than Bethany, but that's because dear sweet Benny's a camwhore.

Fine, I lied. He's just the cutest, most adorable little boy ever. And Bethany kept looking away when I tried to take pictures of her. :(
I haven't seen these little brats in nearly 6 years until last Sunday. They left for my uncle's house behind Zoo Negara 2 days ago. I wasn't joking about the whole zoo thing though. My uncle does live somewhere behind Zoo Negara. I miss them. :(

I want to hear them giggle again. They have the cutest giggles ever. They laugh at pretty much anything. 'Specially Benny. I miss Benny and Bethany now. I don't want them to go back to the States next week. I WANT MORE BENNY CUDDLES.

Sigh. I'm gonna miss those little giggle-freaks.

And to make it worse, here's a picture of my sister. Kissing Lee Hom. Oh, the very thought sends shivers down my spine. OMG I'M GONNA HAVE NIGHTMARES TONIGHT.
I'm serious. She's actually got her face next to his and she just puckered up and gave him a huge, sloppy, wet one. She kissed him on his cheek...........



































........his paper cheek that is. HEE.
Sorry lah, Yi Fung. Ruined your fantasy. HAHAHAHAH. She's gonna kill me for posting that now.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

The world is my stage.

Listening to: K.R.Y // The One I Love

I'll be performing again for the first time in nearly a year on Saturday. I am so nervous. But, at the same time, I'm absolutely ecstatic.

This memory has been stirring in my mind ever since I started performing again in 2003.

What the hell happened to that confident 5 year old with a stage presence so huge that it practically engulfed her whole entire being?

I used to be able to strut on stage without a care in the world. I used to be able to perform without any insecurities or doubts. I used to be the most confident kid in the world. Something MUST have happened along the way. I just don't know what.

But, I really want to change all that. I want to be that confident 5 year old again. No, wanting is much to simple.

I NEED to be that confident again. I just have to be. I'm not going to get anywhere at the rate this is going.

This is not how a future star is supposed to act now, is it? I should go all diva on everyone.
"Fetch me egg tarts!"
"Gimme a massage! & Make it snappy!"
"I WANT A PEPSI, LIKE NOW!!!!"
"*SCREAMMMMMMMSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*"

Hee hee. Day-dreaming is fun. Oh my. I really hope I don't turn out that way. They'd start calling me the next Britney Spears and I'd be losing my hair over it.

It's a pun.... Losing hair? Britney = bald? Geddit?
Yes? Good.
What? No? You don't get it? AIYOH. Apa lu tak faham ini??????

Pffft. I give up. You figure it out yourself.
And yes, I know that I'm one of the lamest people ever. You could do me a favor and stop reminding me of that little flaw of mine, eh?