Go on believe, if it turns you on.

Listening to: Cobra Starship // Prostitution Is The World's Oldest Profession (And I Madame, Am A Professional)

Yesterday was fun.

Save for the traffic jam and the whole not-getting-paid thing ....

I still had fun though. I forgot how much I enjoyed hanging out with the boys, as much as I hate to admit it. Thank goodness they don't read this blog. Haha.

(: I'm done wallowing in self-pity.

Too bad bassboy is leaving for Australia soon and abandoning the rest of us who are still stuck here. You ass.

Tameiki ... ha mou ii.

Listening to: Suga Shikao // Sorosoro Ikanakucha

I say I won't check tomorrow, but I probably will... Or not.

Oh God.

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My reaction to Big Bang's parody of "Boys Over Flowers" and Infinity Challenge's version of "Haru Haru":
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. FUNNY SHIT. I'M TRYING SO HARD NOT TO LAUGH OUT LOUD IN THE WEB NOW. SO FUNNY. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ROFLMAO.

Infinity Challenge - Haru Haru


Big Bang - Boys Over Flowers



People should watch this just because it's so freaking hilarious. WTF STILL HOLDING IN GIGGLES IN WEB.

BWAHAHAHAHAHA.

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Now that I think about it, what on earth did I ever see in you?

You once told me that we're similar. But all I ever saw was the complete opposite.

Damn. What the hell was I thinking?

AND WHILE I'M STILL SWEARING. OMG YESTERDAY I WAS LIKE, "FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK", BECAUSE THIS ASSHOLE JUST WALKED RAN RIGHT OUT IN FRONT OF MY CAR WHEN THE PEDESTRIAN LIGHT WAS RED WTF. YOU FECKING IDIOT. SAME WITH THESE IDIOTIC STUDENTS WHO CANNOT CLEARLY SEE THAT THE LIGHT IS RED. ALL BLIND ONE. CARS DO NOT STOP FOR YOU WHEN THE LIGHT IS RED, YOU TWATS!

GAH!

就一个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界.

Listening to: Wang Lee Hom [王力宏] // EVERYTHING

It has been 5 days since the new year began.

Quite frankly, I don't see the big fuss. I personally believe that a new year is pretty much an indication of how time goes by so quickly.

I'm torn. Between wanting time to slow down and wanting it to just hurry up.
It's difficult to choose. The past year has been filled with so many ups-and-downs. I wish how the good times could have lasted longer while the darkest days could have gone by quicker.

I can't help but laugh at all the stupid things I've done. It's funny how something that seemed so logical at the time doesn't make any sense when you look back at it. How much a certain occasion meant when in reality, it was just another day. How much a person meant to you when now all you think about is how to mend the relationship you once had.

Yes, I made mistakes. But I won't make another by tearing myself up over it.

Time heals all wounds. It's only inevitable that they heal mine.

I neither look forward to this new year nor do I dread it. I don't bear that same optimism I had as a child nor do I look upon it with the disdain I had in previous years. In a way, there's a balance now.

No expectations equals no regrets.