I'm kinda, sorta devastated.

Listening to: The sad, empty sound of nothingness reverberating from my speakers. ):

Yes. I am devastated.

My dear computer, why did you do this to me again? For the 4th time since I got you back in 2002, I've had to reformat you and lose all my precious music files yet again. Except this time, I learned my lesson and backed up most of my stuff and have only lost at least 5% of the said files. But 5% is still a lot when you have at least 7000+ songs stored in a hard drive.

WHY OH WHYYYYYYY????

*crouches in a corner completely devastated by the fact that this 6-year-old-piece-of-junk has failed me AGAIN*

On another note!
I totally spent the whole day watching Ayashi No Ceres and Devil May Cry yesterday.
From 10am to 12am.

w00t.

Is it possible to fall in love with an anime character? If it is, then I'm totally in love with Toya.

Yay Toya. :D <3

Hiding will never save me forever.

Listening to: JJ Lin // Cries In A Distance

Dealing with this on my own with only my family by my side seems to have made me stronger. I've never been more lucid. I feel so much more capable of dealing with whatever else might befall me even though I've only known for about a week.

A week sometimes seems like an eternity with the presence of exams...

I feel prepared for anything.

For hurt. For heartbreak. For other unfortunate news (which I hope will never happen. omg. knock wood knock wood). For lousy results (which I also hope will not happen, knock more wood).

I am ready for whatever fate decides to throw at me.

Now, I know who truly cares. I don't need anyone else, so BAI.

TO SISTER: 2 out of 10,000. TOTALLY OMGBBQNOWAIH! D:

Extra note: I see your mouths moving, but I can't hear you speaking. From now on, whatever you say, whisper, shout or utter, I'm not listening. Because I no longer believe in you and your lies.

Call it what you want, but with one touch and you’re gone.

Listening to: Epik High // Butterfly Effect

So it begins....

My hands quiver.
A cold breeze manifests itself out of nowhere, numbing my skin.

My stomach churns.
Butterflies flapping their delicate wings, creating a rush of tornadoes.

My heart palpitates.
Faster. Faster. Faster.

Fear keeps grabbing at me.
Pulling me in deeper.

9 days.
time is ticking away.

Lady Luck, if you exist, I need you.