Broccoli the Panda.

Hey kids! Meet my new friend, Broccoli the Panda.So cute until I want to hara-kiri with a ruler.

She damn narcissistic one.
That's why ask me to promote her and ask you all to visit her at Zoo Negara.
D:

You know you want to visit her blogggg. Haha.

PS: Thisisnotaproductofmyinsaneimagination.*COUGH*

You gotta get up and move it to the sound.

Listening to: Big Bang // How Gee

Ever felt lost?
Ever felt as though your life is just a huge bore?
Nothing to do during the 9 day Chinese New Year break?

Well, I have the solution for you!

Take me out for a Broken Scar gig, because I haven't seen Kevin in ages, meaning more than a year, and I really want to hear new stuff from him since he's leaving after CNY and this might be one of his last gigs. D:

31 Jan 2008 (Thursday)
9:00 PM
Crossborders @ Laundry Bar
Petaling Jaya

or

7th February 2008 (Thursday)
9:30 PM
FLY FM Campur Chart Goes Live @ Laundry Bar
Petaling Jaya

Come on, lah. You guys know you want to spend some quality time with me.
Because I'm just amazing, aren't I?!

Fine. I'm lying to myself. I am actually terribly dull and I live a mundane existence.
But still! You know you love me anyway!

Ineedtogoout. Desperately.
dearlimzhilin,wongyinyee,yameemay,limjiahuey,kimberlyleeaifen. hinthint.gooutwithme.
(omgsubliminalmessaging!)

So. Who's up for a night of GOOD music? =D
CALL ME. OR MSN ME. WHATEVER YOU WANT.
JUST TELL ME IF CAN GO OUT OR NOT.

xoxo.

You keep crying out to be saved, but nobody comes.

Listening to: Mariah Carey // Through The Rain

I think I had my head in the clouds for far too long last year.
Sucks when you crash.

Don't forget to pack a helmet.

But, then again.
It feels so wonderful to just pick yourself up, brush the dirt off your pants, and rise up to the heavens once again.

PS: I blame my emo-sessions on PMS. I hate you, ovaries/hormones.

PPS: I noticed something about me. I tend to move my hands and make weird gestures with them when I'm talking. WOULD ANYONE LIKE TO CONFIRM THIS FACT?!

PPPS: I seriously doubt that I could go without the hand gesture thing. Maybe that's why I'm so terribly boring online. MY HAND GESTURES DRAW YOU IN THIS TERRIBLE WEB OF BOREDOM.

PPPPS: I'M RUNNING OUT OF CRAP TO TALK ABOUT. D:

PPPPPS: OMG. I just realised I'm actually damn bimbo lor. I probably use the word "like" at least 5 times in a single sentence.

PPPPPPS: HOMGWTFBBQ!!!!! I need a social life. Yes, I do.

PPPPPPPS: I very bored now.

1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into Flickr (www.flickr.com)
3) Take any picture from the first page of results and post. (click on the picture and copy the HTML code) Don't explain, it's funnier that way!

1. The age you will be on your next birthday:


2. A place you’d like to travel:


3. Your favorite Place:


4. Your favorite object:


5. Your favorite food:


6. Your favorite animal:


7. Your favorite color?


8. The town in which you were born:


9. The town in which you live:


10. Favorite band:




12. Your last name:


13. Favorite Store:


14. Your favorite song:


16. Favorite Movie:

My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize.

Listening to: Paramore // We Are Broken

I'm really sad now.
Terribly morbid and morose, to be more exact.

Heath Ledger is was an amazing actor.

I refuse to acknowledge the fact that such a talented person has left this earthly plane.

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On a much, much, MUCH lighter note, I believe that I have gotten that big break I have been waiting for.

Stay tuned for that.

All I need is the air I breathe.

Listening to: OneRepublic // Say (All I Need)

There are times when I just think I alienate the human race as a defence mechanism.
But then again, I guess I'm used to the loneliness.
I guess I'm used to the feeling of not being cared for as deeply as I care for others.

Because all I am is a line in the pages of a book.

And sometimes, I feel as if that's all I'll ever be.

I don't even feel worthy enough to play a role in a person's life and be a part of it.
Its as though my presence would never make a difference.

Someone tell me that isn't true.

I need to know that my life is worth living.

keep the faith; for it is all I will ever have.

I'm so afraid.

I ask for glory to shine on my name.

Listening to: The Hunchback Of Notre Dame Soundtrack // God Help The Outcasts

Seriously.
Never in my life, have I been in a class of this sort.
NEVER.

For an entire class to hog at least 5 tables in Asia Café during breaks.
For an entire class to break up into small groups, only to meet up again for lunch.
For an entire class to click so well after only one week together.
FOR AN ENTIRE CLASS TO AGREE TO WEAR WHITE/BLUE TOMORROW.

How much more jakun can PL2 get?

I tell ya. This is gonna be one heck of a class.
The next year and a half should be a hoot.

We are amazing.

As Li An would say, "SAUCAY!"
Or at least I THINK that's what he'd say....HAHA.

Charcoal burnt sunrise.

Listening to: Finch // A Piece Of Mind

We are reborn from the ashes from whence we came.

Yet another stepping stone into adulthood.
Yet another road to for us to traverse upon.

We are no longer the young naivetés that we were.
We are not the people that we were back then.

We are so much more than that.
We'll burn bright like the stars we are.

Because we were born for this.

photo credit; Aaron Bradford

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Life has never looked so beautiful.

Also, to Li An & James.
IF YOU EVER FIND OUT ABOUT THIS BLOG AND THIS POST.
I will never comprehend the reason as to WHY you boys think I look Chindian.
Of all things. CHINDIAN NIA.

WEE LIANG, XIAO JING AND WAI MEN.
WHY YOU GO??? :(
出卖人!!!!!

I'll wake you at the first sign of light.

Listening to: Fightstar // Sleep Well Tonight

3 words.

I like college. =D
Even if it's only been one day. xD

Hopefully, I'll love it for the next year and a half!

2008 seems to be looking up. =)

Just give us war.

Listening to: My Chemical Romance // Bury Me In Black

I am no longer afraid of facing what is about to come.
I have thought long and hard. I have made the decision to be stronger.

I am no longer afraid of life and its intricacies.

I will no longer allow such trivial matters to grip their claws around my throat.

I will no longer allow people like you to sway my beliefs.

I will no longer allow my emotions to reign supreme.

I am no longer afraid to live.

So, fuck you and everybody else who has ever made me feel as if I would never amount to anything.

I am my own maker. I create my own opportunities.

I am all that I have.

EDIT

Well. Tonight was interesting.
I feel a lot more happier, since I can't stop laughing due to unforeseen circumstances.

Dear Jie jie Saleena, for more information, please call me at....my number lah. Text pun boleh.
CAN LAUGH ONE. LAWL. CONCERNING A CERTAIN SOMEONE THAT YOU'D BE INTERESTED IN.
NAMELY ME!

Tomorrow should be funny. =D

Maybe I like the abuse. Maybe I'm just like you.

Listening to: Pencey Prep // 8th Grade

The demons have returned
Claws raised, fangs glinting white
Flames licking from beneath

"Welcome to Bella Muerte,"

Bella Muerte

Words of beauty
a femme fatale
Malignant, yet resplendent

Contrition and fear emerges from within
Their cold appendages wrapping themselves
around ivory skin

The demons approach
& all fades to black.