Dreams maketh a man.

Still listening to Big Bang and their super-catchy music.

They say dreams can say a lot about people.

So, I would like someone to explain mine.
What does it mean when you wake up crying from a dream which involved a bird dying? It doesn't seem good.

Oh yes. I also dreamt that Dante from Devil May Cry kicked the bucket due to his incessant need to slay demons and he ultimately met his demise battling a giant aloe vera with big, fat vines.

EXPLAIN MY FREAKY-DEAKY DREAMS BEFORE I GO INSANE.

I haven't woken up crying in years and I'm pretty terrified/worried right now. Oh, ignore the Dante dream. That one is just weird.

because I have this feeling that my subconscious mind is trying to tell me something.

We are V.I.P.

Listening to: Big Bang and their super catchy songs.

Dear Samantha,

Thanks a bunch for telling me about Big Bang's comeback single. I am now insanely in love with them.

I mean, how can I not love them after watching this?

I don't know. You tell me.

Also, how can I not love them after seeing how much they've improved as performers and musicians? How can I not love them after they start looking like this?

Cannot not like hor?

Also, how could I not love these two hotties?

Lagi cannot not like hor?

So, I just wanna say.....

OMGOMGOMGOMG I LOVE BIG BANG.
THEY OWN MY FACE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE THEY MAKE REALLY GOOD MUSIC AND THEY'RE HUGE DORKS AND TOP IS A REALLY UGLY GIRL, IN MY OPINION, BUT OMGOMGOMGOMG BIG BANG!!!!!!

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

I bet you guys are really sick of me and my spazz sessions right now. XD
You can't blame me! I hardly ever go out and when I do go out, I just eat. I have also been plagued with writer's block due to irrepressible stress caused by our trial examinations.

If you can't stand me and my constant need to freak out over music/musicians/hot boys or if you're looking for an intellectual blog post, then I suggest you stop reading this blog right now, because you are going to have to deal with this for another 3 months. My tiny brain is incapable of processing complicated thoughts at the moment. So, don't expect anything interesting happening to me or me being struck by ideas from the idea factory.

B to the I to the G, B to the A - N - G!
because my mind is a very strange thing. very strange indeed.

I'm so sorry but I love you.

Edit @ 2.08pm

Happy 19th Birthday to Kwon Ji Yong aka G-Dragon of Big Bang.

And I can't get over how hot Daesung, T.O.P and Seung Ri are now. Goes to show that a change of hairstyle does wonders.

Listening to: Big Bang // Lies [Geojitmal]

I love this song. =]
The video's awesome too. I can't wait for their new album!!!!

& because Yin Yee tagged me.

1. Each blogger must repost these rules.
2. Each blogger have to rant 8 random facts/habits of themselves.
3. List 5 ppl to be tagged.
4. Drop by their blog and let them know that they've been "TAGGED!".

1. I have had a crazy passion for music eversince I was 3.
2. It got even crazier when I saw Michael Jackson live TWICE when I was 5.
3. Musicians are hot. Especially ones who have the whole package, meaning looks, talent & HEIGHT.
4. I wish I had crazy music making skills like Lee Hom.
5. I plan on filming myself performing and mailing the tape over to some record company in Korea.
6. I think I'm kind of ugly yet pretty at the same time, if that even made any sense.
7. My voice sucks when I'm stressed out.
8. I have an extra toe. And an extra boob that is kept hidden from prying eyes by a special bra. Okay, I'm lying. I'm hecka random.

I tag you, your sister, your brother, your old Uncle Charlie who enjoys telling you stories of how he survived the war and your Great Aunt Ruth who smells like she took a shower in perfume.

Freedom!

No exams for a week. :)

& a new header featuring Shirota Yuu of Prince Of Tennis and Hanazakari no Kimitachi e fame.

Mmm....Shirota....Hot piece of Japanese/Spanish hunk.

Gosh, I love boys. And again, it's too bad they don't like me. BUT WHAT DO I CARE!! I have all the eye candy I need.

Mmm....Eye candy. Yumma-licious.

because holidays and gorgeous guys are the greatest things in life other than life itself.

loving you could be so easy, loving you could be so great.

Listening to: Busted // Why

"Look at me up in the sky
I watch the world just pass me by
And all my feelings give me away
It's happening more everyday

Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great

But how can I try to explain
Your story never seems to stay the same
You're out of touch and I'm out of time
Just talk to me a while
And joke about the things we used to see
It's so hard for me to smile

I've never felt so alone
After all of this there's so much left to lose
And I've taken pieces home
I promise you I never meant to

But how can I complain?
When everybody seems to know my name
You're out of luck and I'm out of line
It's such a selfish compromise
Self indulgent, useless, bunch of lies
I never thought you would believe

Hold me now don't wake me up
Pull me down and then back up
All again for all to see
Low down whisper and guilty stare
Your stagnant beauty makes me glare
Silly games in the sun
In the sun
In the sun
Ooh in the sun

But how can I complain?
Your story never seems to stay the same
I'm out of luck and you're out of line
It's such a selfish compromise
Self indulgent, useless, bunch of lies
I never thought you would believe

Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Loving you would be so easy
Loving you could be so great

Maybe a change would keep me high
Stop me thinking and wondering why"

I've always loved this song from the moment I heard it and always thought that Charlie was the most talented one out of the bunch, not to mention the most good looking.
It's been awhile since I've listened to Busted, but being a fan of their music made a huge impact on my life. It really did.
I know it's cheesy when I say this, but every single band/musician I listen to, play an important role in my growth as a fan, a musician and a person. Oh gosh, I'm being all sentimental and all that stuff, but if you really knew me well enough, I mean, REALLY REALLY knew me and my passions, you would know how serious I am when I talk about music.

But, that's a blog post for another day. :)

Coming back to reality, I think I am going to mess up my Moral paper by blogging, but I'm really stressed out and need to blow off some steam.

Hey, that rhymed! How cool is that! I'm a songwriter in the making! LOOK OUT TAIWAN, HERE I COME. *attention gets drawn elsewhere*

OMG DOMO!! KAWAII-NE!!!!

love love love love love <333333

Because you know you've gone insane when you post things as random as this.

GG.

I am going to fail Sejarah. I'm not even done with Form 5 yet......AND I HAVEN'T FINISHED PERJANJIAN HUDAIBIYAH & TEORI KEDATANGAN ISLAM.

GG lah.
Time for me to jump off a building.

Because I do not see the point in learning something that I shall never use ever again after Form 5.

Someone up there obviously loves me.

Listening to: Ashlee Simpson // Autobiography

The people up there love me. Want to know why?

BECAUSE I DIDN'T GET CHOSEN FOR NATIONAL SERVICE!!!!

BOO-EFFING-YAH.
I'm so happy that I could just run around the whole neighbourhood screaming, "I TAK KENA!!!!!!!!!"

I feel really bad for the people who did get picked though.....Sorry?

But, damn. Monday got another list coming out. *prays*

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Because National Service is a total waste of our valuable time.

This looks familiar.....

Listening to: Jacks Mannequin // Last Straw

I swear to God, these past 2 weeks have been the most mentally trying ones of my life. Only 3 more months to go!
Never in your life have you ever seen Yi Ming being so rajin hor?

RULES:

1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover. 2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. 3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog. 4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again. 5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

I swear that I've done something similar to this on my own accord on Valentines Day...Aiyoh. Just read the old post lah.

I still think that Lee Hom is the most perfect guy on the face of this earth.

Even if he has a big nose, is 31 years old, enjoys staring at glasses of water and eats his fruit real funny like.

Me and my eccentricities.

Listening to: K.R.Y // Just You

I have taken to reading the Little Oxford English Dictionary as a form of entertainment for when I am not sleeping, eating, dreaming, studying, excreting, whining, drinking, talking and bitching. This sure leaves a lot of time for me to do that. *snorts*

By the way, did I mention sleeping?

Hopefully, I will be able to complete reading the Little Oxford English Dictionary this time around. Unlike my previous attempts *cough*3times*cough*, I promise that I WILL finish it.

Hopefully lah. Fingers crossed. touchwood. :)

I strongly suggest some earplugs just in case I start whining about how tiny the words are and how mentally draining it is to read the dictionary from cover to cover.

By this time next year, I shall be able to speak exactly like Queen Elizabeth!* I'll be the most eloquent 17 year old on the block! Then, you would have to bow and curtsy to me when I breeze by on my horse-drawn carriage.

By George! I think I've officially lost my marbles!

Because it truly is insane to read a dictionary, cover to cover when it has words consisting of letters the size of a small ant.

*subject to changes. I might have a sudden urge to give up reading the damn thing and end up talking like Tom Sawyer! Huzzah!

EDIT @ 9.45pm

Oh. My. Gah. It just hit me.
We find out if we terkena National Service this month.

S.O.S!!!!!
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pleasedonotpickmepleasedonotpickmepleasedonotpickmepleasedonotpickme
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I'M TELLING YOU DO NOT PICK ME! IF YOU DO, I WILL CUT A BITCH!
SRSLY!!!!

NYAAHHHH. -eats books-

Listening to: Bond // Victory

I'm feeling the heat. Been taking naps in the afternoon just so I can burn the midnight oil.

MOMMY! I DON'T WANNA TAKE THE SPM ANYMORE. TAKE ME TO NEW ZEALAND OR SOMETHING. JUST NO MORE SPM!!!!!!

I haven't been feeling very intellectual or controversial lately. The impending examinations are mellowing me down. How not fun is that?

My brain feels like it's going to implode.