SILLY GOD DISCO.

listening to: The GazettE // Nausea & Shudder

Ignore the blog title. It's totally random.

TOTAL BLOG REVAMP, BTW. Much easier to navigate and way more pleasing to the eye. Featuring Jrock band The GazettE. OMG. REITA-KUN'S SO DAMN HOT. Scratch that. The whole band is hot.

Anyway. I'm totally exhausted due to school and tuition and all that. I desperately need a break. Can I say how much I really, really dislike being tired? For one, my whole body aches and my shoulders and neck hurt more than usual. PLUS, I get into a super bad mood. People won't like me when I'm in a bad mood. It's ugly. I go all RAWR and stuff.

I've been listening to a lot of Jrock lately for some reason. Really heavy stuff that I used to listen to. I can't stand the English ones as much anymore since most of the bands I used to love are getting so overrated. It makes me depressed. Not many people listen to Jrock right? THEREFORE, it's all mine at the moment. I don't have to worry about people finding out about them and spazzing over them.

At least, not now.

It's like everytime I find out about something, the general public finds out about them too and everyone who is anyone will start going on and on and on about bands like Saosin, My Chemical Romance and Avenged Sevenfold.
It was the same with Simple Plan. No one liked them much during their early days. After Welcome To My Life was released, everybody's like "OMG. SIMPLE PLAN IS LYK SEW KEWL."
I'm not being mean or anything. But sometimes I can't help but wonder. Do these people actually listen? It's like they listen but they don't hear. And I'm not saying that everyone acts like that. I just think that there's a large majority who do think that way. Just because a certain band or musician's music starts getting their songs played on Hitz.Fm, doesn't mean that the whole country has to conform to what they think society wants from them. And OMG. There are times when I just wanna burn that radio station. For example, I love My Chemical Romance and all. But I really hate the fact that they're so OVERPLAYED. My Chemical Romance are one of the few bands that I have a deep respect for. But Hitz.Fm ruins everything for me. Before they "burst" into the scene, they were one of the best bands around. Hardly anyone knew about them. I liked the fact that only a handful of people knew them and appreciated their music just for their music. It's the same with a lot of other bands.

I know I sound selfish. But, I don't want people liking bands/musicians just because everybody else does. People think I'm stupid for thinking like this. Just so you know, I don't give a flying f**k. Music has been my only passion in life. It will always be my ONLY passion. I don't care what you tell me. I don't care if I never become successful. The only thing that matters is my love for it and my love for what I'm going to do with my life.

But I'll prove you wrong. I'll make it. Just you wait and see.

And I planned on not writing anything, but turns out I'm full of teen angst!! I'm oh-so-scene. Someone shoot me.