Ugh.

Listening to: Dong Bang Shin Ki // Balloons

I've been feeling really frustrated with everything lately that it's not even funny.
Sure, I act all happy and hyper when I'm in school. Pshaw, so what? Big whoop.

I snap at practically everything, anything and everyone [especially Mommy, sorry Mommy]. I get pissed off really easily. I hate myself a lot right now. I keep doubting my capabilities more and more everyday especially when it comes to realizing my ambitions.

Cynicism perhaps? Maybe [this really seems like a major case of PMS though. Not like I would know. I'm not a doctor]. But I haven't felt this bad since 2005, so I think something is really off.
Thank goodness suicidal tendencies have yet to emerge.

The future looks rather bleak.
I don't think this is very good for my health.