I try to find the words that I could say.

Listening to: Simple Plan // I Can Wait Forever

There's so many things in my life that I said I would do but haven't done.

Why is that?

Time constraints? A fickle nature? Absence of companions to follow things through with me?

I know not. Perhaps it all does come down to the lack of hours in a day and the lack of minutes in an hour.

Oh, how I hate that.

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I'm thoroughly enjoying my time with the 3 monkeys I call band mates.
I had never written anything close to being decent before this nor have I ever composed my own melody.
But now, here I am. Coming up with words and progressions that I never knew I could ever come up with.
With some even being written on an impromptu basis.
It just strikes me as so surreal. Surreal to the point where it amazes me.

Every session is a new experience in its own.
Keith with his nonchalant demeanour and love for "emo" music.
Kelvin with his invaluable suggestions on how a certain melody or lyric should be and his constipated singing face.
Jeremy who always manages to keep the mood light-hearted and his obsession with Pokémon (=.=).

It's been good working with you boys.
Thanks Kelvin for bringing me into the fold. :)

Oh. I haven't been hanging out with our other guitarist enough to say anything about him.
Someone bring him out of hibernation, please.

Being involved in this has provided me with so much closure about what I want to do for the rest of my life.
And I'm about 99.9% certain that I'm taking the right path.

Have you thought about what you wanted to do with your life?