And I just can't pull myself away.
Listening to: Ne-Yo // Closer
I'm excited.
Can you tell I'm excited??
Because I am so totally excited.
Underneath all that angst and stuff, I actually harbor a deep and dark secret:
I love boy-bands.
Especially Korean ones with killer abs, sexy dance moves and gorgeous baritone ( YUNHO ILY! ) / tenor voices.
Oh and those who are making a comeback in a couple of days. :D
Especially Korean ones with killer abs, sexy dance moves and gorgeous baritone ( YUNHO ILY! ) / tenor voices.
Oh and those who are making a comeback in a couple of days. :D
I'm excited.
Can't you tell that I'm totally excited?
By the way, I don't want to go back to college.
I still can't shake off the feeling that I made a mistake.
It's like liquid dread is pouring down my throat.
A sort of condescending fear keeps poking at me, feelings of impartiality, a different sort of unease from the one that I have been familiar with for so long.
It is, quite frankly, a horrible feeling. To be doubting yourself and all of the people around you.
But I can't help it. It's not hard to be dubious about certain individuals when you take certain matters into account.
What an irony. I thought that pursuing this particular program would give me an advantage.
Instead, it's filled me with so much incertitude and given me an even more insipid point of view since I began this course.
My faith is wearing thin. Day by day, it wavers.
Sooner or later, it just might decide to falter, pack up and leave.
I await that day with trepidation.
Can't you tell that I'm totally excited?
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By the way, I don't want to go back to college.
I still can't shake off the feeling that I made a mistake.
It's like liquid dread is pouring down my throat.
A sort of condescending fear keeps poking at me, feelings of impartiality, a different sort of unease from the one that I have been familiar with for so long.
It is, quite frankly, a horrible feeling. To be doubting yourself and all of the people around you.
But I can't help it. It's not hard to be dubious about certain individuals when you take certain matters into account.
What an irony. I thought that pursuing this particular program would give me an advantage.
Instead, it's filled me with so much incertitude and given me an even more insipid point of view since I began this course.
My faith is wearing thin. Day by day, it wavers.
Sooner or later, it just might decide to falter, pack up and leave.
I await that day with trepidation.
Sympathy is not welcome.
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