Addicted to your lies; Think I've been victimized.

Listening to: Eighteen Visions // Victim

You can't be saved
You've gone and dug your grave
And it's getting deeper by the minute
Well you had to turn your back
Ain't cutting you no slack
Hooked on your lies you had me going

So give me one good reason I should be forgiving you when I don't care anyway
So give me two good reasons I should be forgiving you when I'm the victim today

You threw it all away
Still getting high today
You'll crash and burn before you know it

Addicted to your lies
Think I've been victimized
Same day, same night, same situation

So give me one good reason I should be forgiving you when I don't care anyway
So give me two good reasons I should be forgiving you when I'm the victim today

And I feel like I'm the victim
I feel like I have been criticized

By every little thing you've said
Now I don't care cos you're the one that's going down
And now I've left you here for dead

So give me one good reason I should be forgiving you when I don't care anyway
So give me two good reasons I should be forgiving you when I'm the victim today

And I feel like I'm the victim

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I have not had a pleasant 17 years.

What gives you the right to say that my life has been a bed of roses?
What gives you the right to say something about me when you don't even have a fucking clue as to what I've been through?

Sure, I'm a lot more luckier compared to others.
I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back and an education.

I know all of that. I am not an ungrateful brat.

But, you will never know the life I have led because you've never been in my shoes.

If you did, would you feel sympathy for me?
Would you just casually brush the matter aside and say that I'm over-reacting?

Fine.
Maybe I am over-reacting.
Maybe I tend over-analyse certain situations.
Maybe I just look at things in an even more microscopic view than compared to others.
Maybe I'm just a paranoid wreck.

So what?

Even if I were a paranoid wreck, you don't have the right to judge. To assess my behaviour and come up with your own inferences or conclusions as to why I behave the way that I do.

You will never understand. No matter how much you try.
You never will comprehend me and be able to know what my life has been like.

Don't even try to get into my head because you never can and you never will.

"Those who take the biggest risks in life have the greatest rewards,and anyone too scared to take those risks look down on those who do.
The best revenge is bettering yourself."

-Zacky Vengeance

Hell yeah, mother fuckers.

Note to self: stop swearing.